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♥ Tuesday, January 01, 2008
14:51

welcome to 2008.. there's so many things in 2007 that i wanna share wif everyone.. there's all my frenz, all new or old dat i wanna thank each n everyone for making every moment of my life special.. thanks all for frenz for poisoning or flooding me wif sweet & bitter memories.. guess it's time i do some reflections..

Jan: I finally get started back on work after my accident.. it had been a near death experience but definitely smthg dat made me treasure my life alot.. treasuring life is one thing but i still believe in enjoying my life and doing things i wanna do so i wont leave de world wif regrets, i can imagine dat to b a torture.. anywae back to work, it wasnt easy to get started based on de speed i walked & de amt of workload, i thot i wont survived but tks to all my appreciating colleagues, they helped me so much, it's to de extend dat i felt useless and too relient on pple.. but utimately i survived thru dat stage..

feb-may: guess this is a nothing really interesting mths, wait a min, mayb it was juz this little bit of interesting stuff and mayb heartbreaking moments.. started school.. it was a bad time.. had some relationship problem, mayb not some juz this one but one dat really made me learn my lesson n one dat make me realise dat i've got some many frenz who cared for me.. seriously, it took me 3 times before i finally seen de light.. a really hard lesson learnt.. i cant imagine someone to actually make used of my feelings for them, i've been very true abt my feelings but y cant everyone b? well guess, dat's de imperfection in this world..

june: started work in micu, a total change.. different kind of busy.. pretty tough but still managed to survive.. met quite a number of wonderful new colleagues, they were so nice.. :)

jul: to b exact, last wk of june till first wk of july, probably one of de best in de yr.. had a wonderful holiday in aust wif liz & adrian n met a nice gal - jasmine (adrian's gf).. i really love de cold weather n i really like aust.. oh yeah, first time in my life i saw snow n it was very heartwarming cuz liz was der too.. dat's de good part.. came 22nd of jul, death of my fren ian.. it was very hard for me to accept n believe..

anywae second half of de year hasnt been fantastic.. tink i was suffering frm depression so bad till i was like clubbing every other nite, getting drunk home most of de time.. got everyone worried.. felt really bad abt it.. my other buddy mel too was depressed.. it was really difficult for both of us when we r like pillar to each other trying to comfort each other, pretending to b stronger than each other, trying to make each other feel better.. it was really pathetic.. but thank god we managed to survived thru.. sometimes i really wonder if our hearts r linked cuz when i felt better so was her.. weird but doesnt matter as long as we feel better.. but seriously second half of de year was really bad.. having 3 frenz passed away on 23rd nov, my national heros.. i missed them alot esp jeremy.. till now i dun feel dat they r not ard mayb cuz we dun see each other very often but i believe their families must b very lonely without them.. jeremy, reuben & boon san, i'm gonna miss u guys so much so much.. guess i've got alot to achieve this year including spending more time wif family & frenz.. i better do my time management properly.. anywae i'm glad to haf spend counting down for xmas n new year wif my frenz.. oh definitely not forgetting dat i'm finally falling in love again but i hope he's not gonna b de one dat will break my heart again.. if he really does, i'm really leaving here for good.. oh yah, i forgot abt me not getting into adv dip so i'm planning a new career path.. aust or uk - wait for me.. unless i decided to get myself a new commitment in sg, guess i haf a few mths or mayb a few wks to keep in view.. :)

here comes to de main point of this blog.. my new year resolution..

1) get back to shape: guess i've put on some weight recently so it's a good excuse to make myself back on track.. i wanna do more races this year n esp my adv racing.. miss those days sporting days..

2) career path: stay in sg or to leave.. stay in sg - apply for next adv dip intake.. leave for sg - where do i wanna go? uk? aust? where would b a better option?

3) financial: definitely cannot forget abt this.. this is to provide more comfort in life.. hehs.. of cuz is to make more money.. need to find more option rather than juz having one job n mayb slogging to earn dat money..

4) lastly: to find my prince who loves me more than i do.. hehs.. dat shld b happily ever after..