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♥ Sunday, September 02, 2007
15:14

yesterday had been a really terrible day for me.. celebrated mongling's bday at dblo but didnt expect to get so drunk even though my purpose was only to get mongling drunk.. anywae luckily der was siyu to send me home.. this is probably de 2nd or 3rd time dat i was having such a bad hangover.. it was really really terrible.. wat made matter worst was how de hell did i break my tooth? it was really crazy.. wat has really gotten into me? i'm like drinking my life away.. i wasnt like dat.. seriously i haf been asking myself, wat's really making me so upset? i juz cant seem to find de answer.. if i know wat i'm upset abt den at least i can juz aim straight at de problem n probably try n solve it but i juz haf fxxxing hell no idea.. sometimes when i reach to de peak, i really feel like dying.. i dun wish to b ard n give others more problems.. since i cant handle my own problem, i dun tink i shld trouble others as well.. but can death really solve my problem? well, at least rite now i would like to tink likewise..

mayb i shld really go away.. go somewhere n stay alone or mayb wif mel.. we r both juz drowning der.. i used to smile n laugh alot n it really come frm de bottom of my heart.. i'm really very happy but now i'm juz wearing a mask everyday.. it's juz so tiring..

went n run after work tdy wif eric.. if he didnt ask me to go, i'll probably juz go home n slp.. thank god i went.. though i was damn tired after de run but i feel good.. did a 50mins run n covered a dist of abt 7.5km.. not sure if this is considered good but personally i dun tink so.. i wanna train till i was de before accident me.. clocking 50mins for 10km.. felt a lil backache n knee pain during de run but i'm feeling pretty alrite now.. mayb i shld really focus on running to relieve stress.. but wateva it is, life really sux..