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Monday, September 03, 2007
do u guys seriously tink dat i dun know de consequences of getting drunk? do u tink dat i like being drunk? do u tink dat i dun know i sjldnt b drinking so much? do u tink i', not embarrassed by wat happen? yes it'm my fault wateva has happened.. i didnt want it as well.. i really cant take it anymore.. i seriously cant take it anymore.. wateva has happened it far too stressful for me to handle.. dun ask me wat's wrong wif me.. dun ask me y am i doin all these.. i cant find de right answer as well.. i cant answer myself, how do u expect me to answer u? do i not want myself to b a better gal? do i not want myself to give other a better impression? haf i not try hard enuff? simply cant please everyone.. even if i'm given de chance now, i'm far too tired to do it anymore.. i lack de motivation.. i lack de zest.. i haf been trying to look at de brighter side but i juz cant do it anymore.. cuz whenever my feelings got slightly better, smthg has gotta happen to just tear it away.. it'll take away de rainbow after de rain.. n it juz start pouring.. it has been pouring de last few days till my heart is flooded.. till de rain doesnt stop.. n i'm afraid end of de world is coming soon.. i feel like i'm juz a step away.. i'm really trying very hard not to step into it.. cuz i haf not achieved much yet but if de time is to come, it will still come.. noone can predict it, not even u or me.. mayb god will know n i hope he will take my sufferring away soon.. i know he has given me de situation to learn a certain behaviour.. but it's far too much dat i can take.. it's really far too much.. stop questioning y was i so drunk dat day, cuz everytime when u question me, u r juz pushing me a step closer to de other world..
♥ princ3ss_di ♥
a DeViL iN an AnGeL dIsgUiSe..
"you put the pink back in the sky,
you insert the rainbow in my eyes,
you're that silver lining in my prayer,
painting colours everywhere."
diplomatic and urbane
romantic and charming
easygoing and sociable
idealistic and peaceable
indecisive and changeable
gullible and easily infuenced
flirtatious and self-indulgent
LIKES
♥The finer things in life
♥Sharing
♥conviviality
♥Gentleness
DISLIKES
-Violence
-Injustice
-Brutishness
-Being a slave to fashion
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Monday, September 03, 2007
do u guys seriously tink dat i dun know de consequences of getting drunk? do u tink dat i like being drunk? do u tink dat i dun know i sjldnt b drinking so much? do u tink i', not embarrassed by wat happen? yes it'm my fault wateva has happened.. i didnt want it as well.. i really cant take it anymore.. i seriously cant take it anymore.. wateva has happened it far too stressful for me to handle.. dun ask me wat's wrong wif me.. dun ask me y am i doin all these.. i cant find de right answer as well.. i cant answer myself, how do u expect me to answer u? do i not want myself to b a better gal? do i not want myself to give other a better impression? haf i not try hard enuff? simply cant please everyone.. even if i'm given de chance now, i'm far too tired to do it anymore.. i lack de motivation.. i lack de zest.. i haf been trying to look at de brighter side but i juz cant do it anymore.. cuz whenever my feelings got slightly better, smthg has gotta happen to just tear it away.. it'll take away de rainbow after de rain.. n it juz start pouring.. it has been pouring de last few days till my heart is flooded.. till de rain doesnt stop.. n i'm afraid end of de world is coming soon.. i feel like i'm juz a step away.. i'm really trying very hard not to step into it.. cuz i haf not achieved much yet but if de time is to come, it will still come.. noone can predict it, not even u or me.. mayb god will know n i hope he will take my sufferring away soon.. i know he has given me de situation to learn a certain behaviour.. but it's far too much dat i can take.. it's really far too much.. stop questioning y was i so drunk dat day, cuz everytime when u question me, u r juz pushing me a step closer to de other world..
