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♥ Friday, August 03, 2007
01:20

wonder wat has gotten into me recently.. guess besides SART & my colleagues.. i dun even feel like meeting any of my other frenz.. well, so wat r frenz? how do u tell whether if they r good or bad.. real or fake? is it by word of mouth or by wat they haf done? been living in hell for de past week.. esp. after wat i haf found out.. i really cant help it but i vented my frustration while i was running n i ended up wif a backache which lasted for almost a week.. haf i not done enuff? did i ask for any returns? no i dun.. but y pple juz dun understand me dat certain things i do or i give i never expected a return.. all i want was juz appreciation n not doubting my words.. if one can treat friendship so lightly, i dun c y i shld do so much for a fren.. kinda felt stupid.. hiaz.. no comments.. frenz dat were really around when i was sick, i haf got eyes to see.. i guess those dat really deserve my appreciations, i haf yet to shown enuff.. which i guess i shall make use of now to do it before i haf got not enuff time to do so.. like wat pple always say: life is short.. u never know wat will happen.. i dun wanna leave in regrets..

am i really very mean to tink dat way.. but i really cant help it.. anywae now looking back.. haf i been talking too much dat i accidentally gossip abt smone behind their backs? mayb i shld juz shut up.. juz learn smthg new.. since i cant stop talking.. mayb i shld juz cont chewing so dat i wun talk since my mouth is full.. wateva it is, i'ma lousy fren.. tink i shld be left alone.. thrown into a world where noone cares or bother abt each other..

haf been sick since sat n haf yet to recover.. i realise i fall sick easily nowsaday.. n i'm taking so long to recover.. wat de fuck is wrong wif my body.. nothing seems to b goin right.. life sux..

i really cant help but i muz vent this frustration.. i juz find it riduculous for a fren to b involved in a fren's relationship.. haf i not heard wat u haf done to my gf otherwise wat makes u tink dat i dislike u? on the hind side.. haf u been telling ur bf smthg, otherwise why will ur bf tink of me in this way? wateva u haf been telling him, haf u been fair to me.. haf u been telling de truth? i nvr believe in getting involved in a fren's relationship.. haf u really stopped u frm being wif him? somehow or another i felt dat after one round n another, ur issue wif each other was me.. wat de heck.. it's ok if u dun appreciate, but dun blame me for smthg dat's not working.. dun do stuff dat n get find out.. remember one can nvr escape wif a lie.. utimately u'll juz live in regret for hurting a fren..