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♥ Tuesday, August 28, 2007
00:25

yeap once again i feel dat life is so vulnerable.. even if u tink u can do it but by de time u realise it, u r probably gone frm this world.. cuz it's juz de fact dat u cant do it.. i always believed in life is so short so simply enjoy n do wateva u wanna do.. but now der's a continuation to it.. do wateva u wanna do but to ur limit.. cuz life is simply not as amazing as u tink it can b or shld i say life is vulnerable.. u r not as strong as wat u tink u r..

was working morning shift on sun morning.. de day where army half marathon was held.. de before accident me would haf participated in it but i cant make it so i simply put myself to work.. but at 9am my colleague received a phone call saying a guy was admitted for heat stroke n needed or heat stroke room to shower de patient so as to cool him down.. within 5 mins, we receive another phone call saying der's another one.. within de next 5mins my icu reg received a phone call saying total der r 3 of them but out of which one had passed away b4 he arrived in de hospital.. one boy came in to me, he was in a really bad state of delirium.. he headed my head when we were trying to hold him down while my dr was trying to insert an arterial line for him.. it was loud n it hurts.. it still hurts a little till now.. he's really strong.. was tinking de whole time whether if i'll see any farmiliar faces which i hope i dun.. next thing i realise, i met roy poh.. so de guy who was admitted is his cadet in ocs.. de 3 guys were all in de ahm team.. they were trying to win de race.. yes, i might b impt to win de race but it's even more impt to keep urself alive.. look wat had happen to cpt ho.. a young chap like him juz gone as a result of trying to do well for his race.. de guy who was admitted even smarter.. while trying to cut short his timing, he decided to miss all de drinking point.. omg u r running a 21km not a 10km.. he didnt even hydrate himself properly b4 de race.. all he drank was a cup of h2o b4 de race.. huh? do u even call dat hydration? i haf no idea at all.. i used to tink running afetr partying is fine but not after this incident.. i would rather think sufficent rest and hydration is even more impt than anything else.. i would rather sacrifice my partying time for my slp if i'm goin for anymore races in future..

went chilling out wif tim earlier on.. since de day when i met edwin, i simply cant get him out of my mind.. this is bad.. hiaz.... i really hope i can see him soon.. was talking to another fren last nite.. omg we actually spoke to each other for 1hr plus.. we haf nvr spoke n for such a long time.. morever wif a guy.. it was amazing n it was really great to chat wif him n reminishing de old time.. hehs..

frenz dat i used to tink i can rely on in time of need r not der.. instead frenz whom i dun expect to b ard actually can sense my unhapppiness... i'm really touched by all ur behaviour.. in order to prove dat i'm still de same old me, i'll do wat i used to do but u guys really need to give me alot of time.. but this time round diana is not only badly hurt but there's too much stuff in her brain dat she need to sort them thru.. but i really appreciate dat u guys can really sense how i really feel even though i haf always been wearing my mask to meet u guys.. tks guys.. love u..