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♥ Tuesday, August 14, 2007
02:41

been running to n fro to wd58 tdy.. no idea y but guess i juz miss dat plc.. went der early in de morning den went for my BCLS re-cert wif kak masnia.. met soohui, ended up wif her for de whole session n we even went for lunch together n measured our uniform b4 heading back to ward.. was given de wrong schedule so didnt bring my scrub suit.. end up wearing monling's uniform to work.. tink i'm gonna miss wearing scrub suit once de new uniform is out.. it's pretty translucent though.. guess probably patients will get more tachynoeic esp seeing those nurses in tight uniforms.. haha..

went sch for tut n lect.. i was so sleepy.. cldnt focus at all even after drinking two cups of coffee.. slept for almost 6hrs last nite but mayb didnt sleep well cuz i was juz too sleepy to even stay awake thru lect.. i better start studying for my exam soon otherwise i'm sure i'll fail this module again.. dun wanna waste my money anymore..

went back sgh again after sch to look for tim.. went supper wif him n david.. they r damn funny lor.. really very entertaining to go out wif them.. u'll nvr feel upset or anything cuz they r forever talking nonsense.. haha.. guess we were juz laughing de whole time n was de loudest at prata house at thomson.. i was so hungry cuz dat was dinner cum supper for me.. hopefully i can b successful wif my weight lost, tink i did cuz i lost abt 2.5kg within two weeks.. probably getting sick plays a part in it but i hate being sick.. cuz u'll juz feel so lethargic to do anything..

spoke to mel since i got home for almost one n half hour.. i knew y i haf been feeling depressed but i refused to accept de fact dat it was bcuz of her till she read my blog n wrote me a message.. only den i realised i couldnt keep it frm her anymore n i juz let out everything.. kinda disappointed wif myself for doubting her.. to tink she has always spoken up for me which resulted in most of her arguements.. i'm so sorry babe.. anywae it was good dat now de air has cleared up.. i can feel dat happiness is slowly seaping back into my blood.. dat's wat i've always been anywae or i shld say my personality: happy-go-lucky.. shall let fate decide whether we shld go away anot.. but i'm pretty sure we'll b able to get a tix though it's only this wkend.. hehs..

oh yah, met david juz now n he passed me smthg.. thot he gave me a gift den i realised de gift does look familiar.. it's a gift i gave someone for his bday but he didnt want to accept it n return me.. i've nvr met such a person before.. i dun know but mayb cuz i was scolded for this b4 by my frenz.. this guy dat i didnt like b4 gave me a bday gift n i returned it back to him n my frenz all scolded me n i took de gift back.. gift once given shld not b returned.. u can do wateva u wan wid it.. i dun know how to express this feeling but i finally n really understood smthg.. he's really someone who's not worthy of my love or even friendship.. wat a guy he has turn out to b.. someone who's so different when i first knew him.. well, like wat pple has always say: love is blind.. i really believe this is true so blind till i end up believing him time n again.. hurt not once but thrice.. once bitten twice shy is not enuff for me.. anywae wateva he wanna do.. even his good fren oso dun bother him anymore y shld i even care.. i'm happy wif how i lead my life now.. sooner or later he'll b out of my mind before i even realise n juz like b4.. shall not give up a tree for de whole forest.. haha.. i'm not dat old so i still got my options n i shall keep it open till de day i find my prince charming..

one of my fantasy: my prince charming playing piano for me under de sunset till de sky turns dark n firework fill de sky n brighten up de sky.. how romantic.. haha..