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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
slept really late last nite.. tink i got addicted to watching taiwanese drama serial.. de guys r really good.. smtimes i really wish wateva was showing on tv will become true in real life.. wishful tinking cuz it'll nvr happen but it doesnt matter cuz a little dream will make my life better.. n i live happier..
was woken up by my aunt this morning at ten.. promise to meet her after her check-up.. went town to look for her n another aunt.. went shopping n had lunch together wif her two kids.. it's pretty enjoyable.. didnt really had much buys though but came back TM and end up both my aunt & me went for some free make-over by shisedo.. i love their facial product.. i tink there r really good.. well mayb cuz i didnt try others before.. hee.. out of de few pix taken one choosen by me was sent for some women's weekly competiton.. doubt i will but juz de plesure of making myself prettier.. like wat de amcee said: there's no ugly women.. only lazy n women who dun make up.. i agree in a way.. i only tink der's only lazy women but i tink some women still look good without make-up though some without make-up can scare de shit out of me.. hee..
talked to a buddy of mine earlier on.. she's confused.. i meant totally confused.. wat does marriage means to u? to me it means wanting to b wif this someone i love n whom loves me for de rest of de life.. every moment tinking abt him.. accepting all his flaws.. willing to sacrifice for him.. willing to do everything for him (of cuz within ur own means).. only den i can get married to a guy.. if not i tink i will rather b by myself.. when i was nursing my broken heart, i really wanted to juz pick any tom dick or harry to b my bf.. try to love them but afterall i juz find it really hard.. u dun haf to remind me.. i do know my standards r pretty high.. i've tried bringing it down n try getting to know a guy but ultimately i juz cant do it cuz i juz cant bring myself to love him wholeheartly.. den this is wat i call selfish act.. i cant imagine only one partner giving n de other giving.. i believe it works both ways only den a couple can live happily ever after juz like those fairy tales.. i still hope mayb one day i'll b like de princess in those fairy tales n find my prince charming.. if i cant den i wun get married, be left at the shelves.. hee.. back to my buddy.. she's pretty selfish cuz i tink she's ony receiving n not giving.. but i tink de gusy also selfish cuz he's only tinking abt wat he wants n nvr ask her wat she really wants.. anywae gal, u r a strong gal.. let ur feelings b heard.. stand firm.. dun let him lead u to an answer he wanna hear but rather let urself, ur heart b heard.. i'm always around if u need a listening ear but in this matter of heart i cant help u.. only u can help urself.. talking abt matter of heart.. i know my standards have been really high.. in term of looks, i'm not dat fantastic.. in term of character, i'm not dat good.. but i juz dun know y my standard is so high.. i tried bringing it down n tried hanging wif guys but ultimately i juz cant bring myself to love them.. i dun wanna lie to them.. cuz i know it's very painful when u r always giving n not receiving.. i will wait till de day i truely madly deeply love a guy, my prince charming.. when we r fated to meet, destined to b together for life.. till dat day, i will only love myself, my families n my frenz.. i wld rather stay single if i dun meet him.. it sounds abit crazy.. sounds like i'll b left on de shelves.. but i dun care.. it's really torturing to b wif someone u dun like wat more abt love.. so everyone out der.. be truthful to ur feeling, only den de other partner will not b hurt..
hey darling, juz wanna let u know no matter wat happens, i wil b here.. i seriously tink dat u shld ask for a letter.. it definitely will help u in ur career.. though i know u've been badly hurt n humiliated.. wat's done cannot b undone.. wateva i've said it's bcuz i care n i wanna minimize ur hurt.. i wish i was der for u last nite but i wasnt.. i'm sorry dat i didnt do my part as a fren.. if i were der mayb u might feel better.. mayb u wun b dat hurt.. shldnt haf been so engrossed wif watching tv.. i shld haf replied ur msg.. i'm so sorry.. anywae as long as ur conscience is clear, u dun haf to worry abt anything for i believe god is always fair.. god will bless de good.. so dun worry k.. right now wat u need most is rest.. u need enuff rest, only den u'll get de energy n fight this battle.. n it'll b a battle of victory..
to all my families & frenz: I LOVE U GUYS A LOT A LOT, EVEN MORE THAN MYSELF!!!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<33<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
♥ princ3ss_di ♥
a DeViL iN an AnGeL dIsgUiSe..
"you put the pink back in the sky,
you insert the rainbow in my eyes,
you're that silver lining in my prayer,
painting colours everywhere."
diplomatic and urbane
romantic and charming
easygoing and sociable
idealistic and peaceable
indecisive and changeable
gullible and easily infuenced
flirtatious and self-indulgent
LIKES
♥The finer things in life
♥Sharing
♥conviviality
♥Gentleness
DISLIKES
-Violence
-Injustice
-Brutishness
-Being a slave to fashion
♥
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
slept really late last nite.. tink i got addicted to watching taiwanese drama serial.. de guys r really good.. smtimes i really wish wateva was showing on tv will become true in real life.. wishful tinking cuz it'll nvr happen but it doesnt matter cuz a little dream will make my life better.. n i live happier..
was woken up by my aunt this morning at ten.. promise to meet her after her check-up.. went town to look for her n another aunt.. went shopping n had lunch together wif her two kids.. it's pretty enjoyable.. didnt really had much buys though but came back TM and end up both my aunt & me went for some free make-over by shisedo.. i love their facial product.. i tink there r really good.. well mayb cuz i didnt try others before.. hee.. out of de few pix taken one choosen by me was sent for some women's weekly competiton.. doubt i will but juz de plesure of making myself prettier.. like wat de amcee said: there's no ugly women.. only lazy n women who dun make up.. i agree in a way.. i only tink der's only lazy women but i tink some women still look good without make-up though some without make-up can scare de shit out of me.. hee..
talked to a buddy of mine earlier on.. she's confused.. i meant totally confused.. wat does marriage means to u? to me it means wanting to b wif this someone i love n whom loves me for de rest of de life.. every moment tinking abt him.. accepting all his flaws.. willing to sacrifice for him.. willing to do everything for him (of cuz within ur own means).. only den i can get married to a guy.. if not i tink i will rather b by myself.. when i was nursing my broken heart, i really wanted to juz pick any tom dick or harry to b my bf.. try to love them but afterall i juz find it really hard.. u dun haf to remind me.. i do know my standards r pretty high.. i've tried bringing it down n try getting to know a guy but ultimately i juz cant do it cuz i juz cant bring myself to love him wholeheartly.. den this is wat i call selfish act.. i cant imagine only one partner giving n de other giving.. i believe it works both ways only den a couple can live happily ever after juz like those fairy tales.. i still hope mayb one day i'll b like de princess in those fairy tales n find my prince charming.. if i cant den i wun get married, be left at the shelves.. hee.. back to my buddy.. she's pretty selfish cuz i tink she's ony receiving n not giving.. but i tink de gusy also selfish cuz he's only tinking abt wat he wants n nvr ask her wat she really wants.. anywae gal, u r a strong gal.. let ur feelings b heard.. stand firm.. dun let him lead u to an answer he wanna hear but rather let urself, ur heart b heard.. i'm always around if u need a listening ear but in this matter of heart i cant help u.. only u can help urself.. talking abt matter of heart.. i know my standards have been really high.. in term of looks, i'm not dat fantastic.. in term of character, i'm not dat good.. but i juz dun know y my standard is so high.. i tried bringing it down n tried hanging wif guys but ultimately i juz cant bring myself to love them.. i dun wanna lie to them.. cuz i know it's very painful when u r always giving n not receiving.. i will wait till de day i truely madly deeply love a guy, my prince charming.. when we r fated to meet, destined to b together for life.. till dat day, i will only love myself, my families n my frenz.. i wld rather stay single if i dun meet him.. it sounds abit crazy.. sounds like i'll b left on de shelves.. but i dun care.. it's really torturing to b wif someone u dun like wat more abt love.. so everyone out der.. be truthful to ur feeling, only den de other partner will not b hurt..
hey darling, juz wanna let u know no matter wat happens, i wil b here.. i seriously tink dat u shld ask for a letter.. it definitely will help u in ur career.. though i know u've been badly hurt n humiliated.. wat's done cannot b undone.. wateva i've said it's bcuz i care n i wanna minimize ur hurt.. i wish i was der for u last nite but i wasnt.. i'm sorry dat i didnt do my part as a fren.. if i were der mayb u might feel better.. mayb u wun b dat hurt.. shldnt haf been so engrossed wif watching tv.. i shld haf replied ur msg.. i'm so sorry.. anywae as long as ur conscience is clear, u dun haf to worry abt anything for i believe god is always fair.. god will bless de good.. so dun worry k.. right now wat u need most is rest.. u need enuff rest, only den u'll get de energy n fight this battle.. n it'll b a battle of victory..
to all my families & frenz: I LOVE U GUYS A LOT A LOT, EVEN MORE THAN MYSELF!!!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<33<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
slept really late last nite.. tink i got addicted to watching taiwanese drama serial.. de guys r really good.. smtimes i really wish wateva was showing on tv will become true in real life.. wishful tinking cuz it'll nvr happen but it doesnt matter cuz a little dream will make my life better.. n i live happier..