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Friday, June 15, 2007
for the first time after de accident or in my life dat i felt dat life is so vulnerable.. was on my way to work.. heard an ambulance's siren rushing to SGH.. everything dat happen to me during de accident juz flashed across my memory.. i remembered lying in de ambulance, being sent to TTSH.. been thru series of scans.. sufferred here n der.. feeling all painful but i tried to b strong.. cuz i know by den when my families saw me, they were already very upset wat has happen.. i felt so weak.. felt like death was so near but i nvr give up.. but juz dat moment, i juz realised life is so vulnerable.. life is short.. to tink if i were to juz die like dat, i would regret.. der's lotsa pple i haf yet to tell them dat i love them.. der's lotsa goals i've yet to accomplished.. der's lotsa races i've yet to participate n of cuz partnering different pple for different races.. der's lotsa plces i've yet to go.. i seriously tink dat life is short.. enjoy while u can but gotta minimize chances of getting hurt.. riding can b pretty fun.. mayb can do it in a better way as in ride leisurely.. i nvr felt this way b4.. i used to tink wateva i like, i juz do it.. no need to tink of de consequences.. but now when i look back at wat has happened, i tink i shldnt b so selfish.. how would everyone feel when i really die? they'll b upset or mayb they cant wait for me to die.. but still der's gonna b someone who really cares for me n i'm sure dat someone will b very upset.. if dat's de case.. i'll b very disappointed wif myself cuz i hate to upset pple.. i wld rather myself to b sad than them.. like i always said, i wld rather b de clown n make them happy.. guess this is wat i meant by living life to de fullest.. smile for tmr will always b different.. love everyone like u haf lotsa love to spare.. of cuz b4 u can love someone, deep inside ur heart, u muz learn to love urself..
♥ princ3ss_di ♥
a DeViL iN an AnGeL dIsgUiSe..
"you put the pink back in the sky,
you insert the rainbow in my eyes,
you're that silver lining in my prayer,
painting colours everywhere."
diplomatic and urbane
romantic and charming
easygoing and sociable
idealistic and peaceable
indecisive and changeable
gullible and easily infuenced
flirtatious and self-indulgent
LIKES
♥The finer things in life
♥Sharing
♥conviviality
♥Gentleness
DISLIKES
-Violence
-Injustice
-Brutishness
-Being a slave to fashion
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Friday, June 15, 2007
for the first time after de accident or in my life dat i felt dat life is so vulnerable.. was on my way to work.. heard an ambulance's siren rushing to SGH.. everything dat happen to me during de accident juz flashed across my memory.. i remembered lying in de ambulance, being sent to TTSH.. been thru series of scans.. sufferred here n der.. feeling all painful but i tried to b strong.. cuz i know by den when my families saw me, they were already very upset wat has happen.. i felt so weak.. felt like death was so near but i nvr give up.. but juz dat moment, i juz realised life is so vulnerable.. life is short.. to tink if i were to juz die like dat, i would regret.. der's lotsa pple i haf yet to tell them dat i love them.. der's lotsa goals i've yet to accomplished.. der's lotsa races i've yet to participate n of cuz partnering different pple for different races.. der's lotsa plces i've yet to go.. i seriously tink dat life is short.. enjoy while u can but gotta minimize chances of getting hurt.. riding can b pretty fun.. mayb can do it in a better way as in ride leisurely.. i nvr felt this way b4.. i used to tink wateva i like, i juz do it.. no need to tink of de consequences.. but now when i look back at wat has happened, i tink i shldnt b so selfish.. how would everyone feel when i really die? they'll b upset or mayb they cant wait for me to die.. but still der's gonna b someone who really cares for me n i'm sure dat someone will b very upset.. if dat's de case.. i'll b very disappointed wif myself cuz i hate to upset pple.. i wld rather myself to b sad than them.. like i always said, i wld rather b de clown n make them happy.. guess this is wat i meant by living life to de fullest.. smile for tmr will always b different.. love everyone like u haf lotsa love to spare.. of cuz b4 u can love someone, deep inside ur heart, u muz learn to love urself..
