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Monday, June 04, 2007
i've been so busy for this whole week.. well guess in a way i was gonna b transferred out of wd 58 and to MICU so been hanging out wif my colleagues very often.. let me refresh back wat i haf been doing..
mon: was a dieting day.. woke up in the morning n was rushng off my assignment.. assignment DUE date.. as usual diana nvr starts her assignment early.. it's foreva last min work.. i juz dun feel the stress till the very last min.. this is really bad.. i muz really get rid of this bad attitude.. if i'm ever gonna go for my adv dip wif this attitude, i tink i'll die a horrible death.. haha.. wtd to cancel my ortho TCU but the next earliest date was like aug.. i'm like no way man, i cant wait till den.. in the end decided to go for my TCU without finishing my assignment.. was super late for TCU plus all the delay n stuff, i finish seeing dr wong only like 6pm.. went back to the ward b4 dat, was really hoping to see jeremy, indeed i did but he didnt c me.. instead loh saw me n in fact 3times dat day.. hiaz.. juz not my luck.. anywae met did my xrays.. went n c mr wong.. but the queue was damn damn long, cldnt wait anymore so i went back to the ward to c how much assignment i can complete.. anywae i didnt manage to finish b4 my TCU.. had a chat wif mr wong.. left wrist has totally healed.. according to him, he used the new technology on me - titanium plate.. while my right hand will take a longer time.. in a way cuz TTSH used to old technology - mental plate.. anywae TTSH ortho really sux lor.. i really hate the scar they made.. not dat they made dat scar but the way they cut my skin really cannot make it man.. wateva.. complained to him abt my frequent backache.. went n do a pelvis xray.. nothing wrong wif dat as well.. in fact my pelvis has recover too.. by itself, without any ORIF.. but he gave me a question to ponder n i'm still pondering.. should i or should i not remove my plates.. the decision lies wif me but i juz cant make the decision.. i need more suggestions.. asked colin n he encouraged me to: saying dat i'm still young.. but dat's juz only one person.. i need more advise.. if i were to remove, i'll probably do it together.. i cant stand the thots of goin in OT getting anasthetised n goin thru all the trauma again.. really scary.. meanwhile i haf abt a yr to tink abt it.. after TCU, rushed back to the ward to do my assignment.. at last i finally manage to complete it.. thank god for my buddy, he sent me back to sch to hand up my assignment.. den we went for dinner.. it was supposed to b 3 of us but someone fly me aeroplane.. but it's ok la.. haha.. had dinner at BICE (the cannery).. not sure whether if the food really tasted good or i was hungry.. dat was like my first meal of the day, 8pm.. pathetic.. but i muz say, the wine was good.. the food portion was definitely not enuff.. end up, my buddy n i haf to search for smthg else to eat.. in the we settled for japanese pasta at Central, the new shopping mall at clarke quay.. the food was quite gd so was the dessert.. by then when we finish, i was so full n so tired.. home early for a good rest.. haha..
tues: nothing interesting.. haha..
wed: was so busy dat morning.. had a collapse.. but thank god managed to revived the patient.. luckily i had su wif me.. she helped me wif the resus n thank god patient turn bad when minghui n i were wif him.. otherwise i tink it'll b really difficult to save him.. but still i find the team very irresponsible.. the patient was supposed to b transferred to HD n yet they went out for lunch.. so who they expect me to call to check the urgent bld n to transfer the patient.. but i guess it was a blessing in disguise cuz in the end, it was jeremy who helped me wif the transfer.. being cute is one thing.. being so nice, dat makes him even more charming.. guess in a way dat was one great motivator for work but hiaz he's not in GS rite now.. n i'm leaving.. doubt i'll haf the chance to c him again.. sianz.. he was really really very nice.. no temper, helped to transfer the patient even though it wasnt his case.. helped me to push the bed.. helped us to transfer the patient to HD bed.. one of the rare ones.. really wanna thank him.. by the time i finishing passing report, it was already 4pm.. all tks to the other in charge who passed till 3pm.. i heard she wasnt only passing report.. she was gossiping as well.. save it when u r free la.. was supposed to go dinner wif su they all.. rushed home, got changed.. met vino first cuz everyone else was late.. luckily i took nasi lemak b4 i left the hospital otherwise i tink i'll faint.. haha.. anywae it was a great dinner.. very sad as well.. had dinner at swensen at vivocity wif su, vino, farhana n andrea.. i'm so gonna miss them.. oh had a farwell party at dbl o after dat.. it was so so packed.. came out a few times to bring pple in.. was kinda irritated.. in a way it was fun too cuz elmya oso came.. it was her first time der.. i was so scared she wun like de plc.. thank god der was siyu n vino to look after her.. but in the end, most of us end up looking after one person.. i was really pissed wif her getting so drunk but i guess she was really still upset over some stuff.. hiaz gals r still gals.. dun drink till like dat no knowing wat was happening ard u.. wat if anything were to happen to u? wateva past has passed.. u know wat's the worst part? i didnt even get high or drunk.. stupid hp had no batt was off, i already had a feeling b4 dat i'll lose either my hp or my card cuz my jeans pocket was too shallow.. exactly, while i was sitting down at pool room bar, i didnt expect my hp to drop n i didnt even realised.. damn it. actually i didnt feel very sad dat i lost my hp.. in a way relieved.. at least i can get rid of some hp no dat i dun wanna c.. no beta excuse for dat..
thurs: i seriously need a hp.. i'll die without a hp.. eric was so sweet, he came all the way to tampines to find me to help me get my hp.. was really stuck betweeen N80 & k810i.. he cldnt help me either.. juz a phone call n i was able to decide which hp i wanna get.. tks mel, i knew i wld make a right choice by calling u.. haha.. this was wat she said.. sinc eu like to take pix den u shld get k810i cuz it a cybershot hp.. true enuff i got dat phone n i really love it.. the pix r really very clear.. thanks babe once again..
fri: a terrible terrible day at work.. only four of us were working.. thank god der was su to help us. we were so so busy.. wif wat, i dun even know.. can u imagine none of us went for break n the best thing was dat we didnt even feel hungry cuz none of us was complaining.. anywae accepted a really stupid stupid case which took up most of my time.. i felt really bad for venting my frustration at the wd12 staff.. by the time i was done wif work, it was already 12mn.. saw anita, monling, mutha & michelle working nite shift at b2 n went over to chit chat wif them till alomst one b4 i went off.. happening staffs working nite shift.. haha.. went n meet frances at dbl o.. thot i will juz stay for awhile but still i ended home only 6plus in the morning.. waited for george to finish work n went st james wif him.. crazy crazy nite.. tink i'm dying soon wif all the alcohol i haf been taking.. smtimes i juz feel so breathless without any reason.. sooner or later i'm gonna get liver cirrhosis.. well mayb it's good in a way.. end all my suffering.. cuz i'm still feeling tired.. nothing seems to b helping me at all.. hiaz..
sat n sun was for me to relax.. slow down my pace.. time to reflect for the wk.. tdy was my last day in 58.. tears were at the brim when i bid farewell to my colleagues.. vino was so sweet.. she wrote me a card.. i really feel like crying.. though i've only been in ID for a yr or less but the bond is already der.. i really loves these pple.. most of them help willingly, no complains.. no back-stabbing.. out of their own wills, their kindness.. frankly i'm so used to working in 58.. been working here for 4yrs.. it's like a home to me.. colleagues playing a different role as my family members.. in fact i'm quite worried abt goin over to MICU.. i'm really afraid i cant coped.. frm all the stuff dat i hear frm mel, it's really scary.. everything is scary incl the course.. she's already struggling wif one yr wat more when i go next yr? it'll b compressed to half a yr.. stress!! stress!! met verine after work.. went shopping.. of all pple, i muz c chong.. if it wasnt for verine, i doubt i'll even realise or notice him.. he was wearing bright red.. unusual of him.. cuz he usually dressed in dull colours.. i was so shocked to c him.. i juz waved a quick hi.. not sure if i was too sensitive or wat but he didnt looked friendly at all.. mayb he was in a rush.. wateva.. had a good time wif verine.. she's such a sweetheart.. this was wat she msg me: "i happen to chance pass you blog. i dno why but your blog stirred up quite an emotion in me, just to tell you i really loveeee you loads and i want you to be happy. if any of my actions were to make you unhappy, i'm apologising for them. :) love you sis! yr blog made me cry, damn badly. hah <3..">
♥ princ3ss_di ♥
a DeViL iN an AnGeL dIsgUiSe..
"you put the pink back in the sky,
you insert the rainbow in my eyes,
you're that silver lining in my prayer,
painting colours everywhere."
diplomatic and urbane
romantic and charming
easygoing and sociable
idealistic and peaceable
indecisive and changeable
gullible and easily infuenced
flirtatious and self-indulgent
LIKES
♥The finer things in life
♥Sharing
♥conviviality
♥Gentleness
DISLIKES
-Violence
-Injustice
-Brutishness
-Being a slave to fashion
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Monday, June 04, 2007
i've been so busy for this whole week.. well guess in a way i was gonna b transferred out of wd 58 and to MICU so been hanging out wif my colleagues very often.. let me refresh back wat i haf been doing..
mon: was a dieting day.. woke up in the morning n was rushng off my assignment.. assignment DUE date.. as usual diana nvr starts her assignment early.. it's foreva last min work.. i juz dun feel the stress till the very last min.. this is really bad.. i muz really get rid of this bad attitude.. if i'm ever gonna go for my adv dip wif this attitude, i tink i'll die a horrible death.. haha.. wtd to cancel my ortho TCU but the next earliest date was like aug.. i'm like no way man, i cant wait till den.. in the end decided to go for my TCU without finishing my assignment.. was super late for TCU plus all the delay n stuff, i finish seeing dr wong only like 6pm.. went back to the ward b4 dat, was really hoping to see jeremy, indeed i did but he didnt c me.. instead loh saw me n in fact 3times dat day.. hiaz.. juz not my luck.. anywae met did my xrays.. went n c mr wong.. but the queue was damn damn long, cldnt wait anymore so i went back to the ward to c how much assignment i can complete.. anywae i didnt manage to finish b4 my TCU.. had a chat wif mr wong.. left wrist has totally healed.. according to him, he used the new technology on me - titanium plate.. while my right hand will take a longer time.. in a way cuz TTSH used to old technology - mental plate.. anywae TTSH ortho really sux lor.. i really hate the scar they made.. not dat they made dat scar but the way they cut my skin really cannot make it man.. wateva.. complained to him abt my frequent backache.. went n do a pelvis xray.. nothing wrong wif dat as well.. in fact my pelvis has recover too.. by itself, without any ORIF.. but he gave me a question to ponder n i'm still pondering.. should i or should i not remove my plates.. the decision lies wif me but i juz cant make the decision.. i need more suggestions.. asked colin n he encouraged me to: saying dat i'm still young.. but dat's juz only one person.. i need more advise.. if i were to remove, i'll probably do it together.. i cant stand the thots of goin in OT getting anasthetised n goin thru all the trauma again.. really scary.. meanwhile i haf abt a yr to tink abt it.. after TCU, rushed back to the ward to do my assignment.. at last i finally manage to complete it.. thank god for my buddy, he sent me back to sch to hand up my assignment.. den we went for dinner.. it was supposed to b 3 of us but someone fly me aeroplane.. but it's ok la.. haha.. had dinner at BICE (the cannery).. not sure whether if the food really tasted good or i was hungry.. dat was like my first meal of the day, 8pm.. pathetic.. but i muz say, the wine was good.. the food portion was definitely not enuff.. end up, my buddy n i haf to search for smthg else to eat.. in the we settled for japanese pasta at Central, the new shopping mall at clarke quay.. the food was quite gd so was the dessert.. by then when we finish, i was so full n so tired.. home early for a good rest.. haha..
tues: nothing interesting.. haha..
wed: was so busy dat morning.. had a collapse.. but thank god managed to revived the patient.. luckily i had su wif me.. she helped me wif the resus n thank god patient turn bad when minghui n i were wif him.. otherwise i tink it'll b really difficult to save him.. but still i find the team very irresponsible.. the patient was supposed to b transferred to HD n yet they went out for lunch.. so who they expect me to call to check the urgent bld n to transfer the patient.. but i guess it was a blessing in disguise cuz in the end, it was jeremy who helped me wif the transfer.. being cute is one thing.. being so nice, dat makes him even more charming.. guess in a way dat was one great motivator for work but hiaz he's not in GS rite now.. n i'm leaving.. doubt i'll haf the chance to c him again.. sianz.. he was really really very nice.. no temper, helped to transfer the patient even though it wasnt his case.. helped me to push the bed.. helped us to transfer the patient to HD bed.. one of the rare ones.. really wanna thank him.. by the time i finishing passing report, it was already 4pm.. all tks to the other in charge who passed till 3pm.. i heard she wasnt only passing report.. she was gossiping as well.. save it when u r free la.. was supposed to go dinner wif su they all.. rushed home, got changed.. met vino first cuz everyone else was late.. luckily i took nasi lemak b4 i left the hospital otherwise i tink i'll faint.. haha.. anywae it was a great dinner.. very sad as well.. had dinner at swensen at vivocity wif su, vino, farhana n andrea.. i'm so gonna miss them.. oh had a farwell party at dbl o after dat.. it was so so packed.. came out a few times to bring pple in.. was kinda irritated.. in a way it was fun too cuz elmya oso came.. it was her first time der.. i was so scared she wun like de plc.. thank god der was siyu n vino to look after her.. but in the end, most of us end up looking after one person.. i was really pissed wif her getting so drunk but i guess she was really still upset over some stuff.. hiaz gals r still gals.. dun drink till like dat no knowing wat was happening ard u.. wat if anything were to happen to u? wateva past has passed.. u know wat's the worst part? i didnt even get high or drunk.. stupid hp had no batt was off, i already had a feeling b4 dat i'll lose either my hp or my card cuz my jeans pocket was too shallow.. exactly, while i was sitting down at pool room bar, i didnt expect my hp to drop n i didnt even realised.. damn it. actually i didnt feel very sad dat i lost my hp.. in a way relieved.. at least i can get rid of some hp no dat i dun wanna c.. no beta excuse for dat..
thurs: i seriously need a hp.. i'll die without a hp.. eric was so sweet, he came all the way to tampines to find me to help me get my hp.. was really stuck betweeen N80 & k810i.. he cldnt help me either.. juz a phone call n i was able to decide which hp i wanna get.. tks mel, i knew i wld make a right choice by calling u.. haha.. this was wat she said.. sinc eu like to take pix den u shld get k810i cuz it a cybershot hp.. true enuff i got dat phone n i really love it.. the pix r really very clear.. thanks babe once again..
fri: a terrible terrible day at work.. only four of us were working.. thank god der was su to help us. we were so so busy.. wif wat, i dun even know.. can u imagine none of us went for break n the best thing was dat we didnt even feel hungry cuz none of us was complaining.. anywae accepted a really stupid stupid case which took up most of my time.. i felt really bad for venting my frustration at the wd12 staff.. by the time i was done wif work, it was already 12mn.. saw anita, monling, mutha & michelle working nite shift at b2 n went over to chit chat wif them till alomst one b4 i went off.. happening staffs working nite shift.. haha.. went n meet frances at dbl o.. thot i will juz stay for awhile but still i ended home only 6plus in the morning.. waited for george to finish work n went st james wif him.. crazy crazy nite.. tink i'm dying soon wif all the alcohol i haf been taking.. smtimes i juz feel so breathless without any reason.. sooner or later i'm gonna get liver cirrhosis.. well mayb it's good in a way.. end all my suffering.. cuz i'm still feeling tired.. nothing seems to b helping me at all.. hiaz..
sat n sun was for me to relax.. slow down my pace.. time to reflect for the wk.. tdy was my last day in 58.. tears were at the brim when i bid farewell to my colleagues.. vino was so sweet.. she wrote me a card.. i really feel like crying.. though i've only been in ID for a yr or less but the bond is already der.. i really loves these pple.. most of them help willingly, no complains.. no back-stabbing.. out of their own wills, their kindness.. frankly i'm so used to working in 58.. been working here for 4yrs.. it's like a home to me.. colleagues playing a different role as my family members.. in fact i'm quite worried abt goin over to MICU.. i'm really afraid i cant coped.. frm all the stuff dat i hear frm mel, it's really scary.. everything is scary incl the course.. she's already struggling wif one yr wat more when i go next yr? it'll b compressed to half a yr.. stress!! stress!! met verine after work.. went shopping.. of all pple, i muz c chong.. if it wasnt for verine, i doubt i'll even realise or notice him.. he was wearing bright red.. unusual of him.. cuz he usually dressed in dull colours.. i was so shocked to c him.. i juz waved a quick hi.. not sure if i was too sensitive or wat but he didnt looked friendly at all.. mayb he was in a rush.. wateva.. had a good time wif verine.. she's such a sweetheart.. this was wat she msg me: "i happen to chance pass you blog. i dno why but your blog stirred up quite an emotion in me, just to tell you i really loveeee you loads and i want you to be happy. if any of my actions were to make you unhappy, i'm apologising for them. :) love you sis! yr blog made me cry, damn badly. hah <3..">
